Ligeia Fletwock The Walking Disaster

( Or What? )

My parents have seemed to finally gone back to normal, for the most part.

Ward to Dexter & Simon

I was thinking we could do something for Bea once she is out. Any ideas?

Ward to Geoff

I'm so sorry about Ritchie, and if there is anything I can do. He was a great guy. I miss him, but I can't even imagine how you feel. I just hope you are okay.

Ward to Madeline

I just wished to check on and ensure you are okay.

Ward to Andrew

Just wanted to say I am sorry for Zoe your loss. And just say I'm here if needed.

All I want to do is sleep and it is the one thing my body wont let me do.

Ward Private

I'm going to write a letter to them, I have to.

A fucking mouse! The asshole put a fucking dead mouse down the back of my shirt. I almost feel like it is still there and it is grossing me the fuck out. Don't think that will make me any more inclined to use the killing curse.

After two showers I still feel gross.

Seriously who puts a mouse down someone's shirt... obviously he does.

Ten times worse than a dead mouse in my things, which thanks again for that Madeline.

Ward to Beatrice

How are you doing?

Ward to Victoria

Are you okay?

Fuck that.

Ward to Jack and Andrew

What the fuck?! Did you guys go where I think you went? The fuck off where ever everyone else in hiding is? I don't care where that is, but if you both went there you didn't even fucking say goodbye? Thanks. You know I care about you both and kind of concerned if you are, well you know, dead. If you can't say anything fine, just to something to let me know that you guys aren't you know dead or in the chokey. Andrew I kind of need you

Fucking hell.
But please just be okay.

Well today was shit, but can't say I was surprised. Nor am I surprised the direction our lessons are going. I kind of just want a hug. I kind of just want to crawl into bed and not bother getting out. But oh right, I have detention tonight. Thanks Tracey.

Warded Private

Where the fuck does everyone keep going? And why the fuck did he have to do that in public where I could see? I want to stop thinking about it, but can't really. But at least it confirms what I thought. Wasn't like I expected anything anyway.

What is the point of attending classes anymore?

Ward Private

Why did I think this one would be any different? Maybe because all hell is breaking loose here and that life generally sucks I clung to the hope that they would actually remember. You know isn't this supposed to be the big birthday? You came of age and it is supposed to be all great or something? They can't even remember there daughter is turning seventeen. Not even a note? Nothing?

I hate birthdays. But at least so far Youdle hasn't reminded me yet. But I fear it is early yet.

Warded to Jack & Andrew

You guys Jack, I can't go to detention tonight. I refuse. I don't want them to throw me in the chokey, again. I can't. I won't. I can't do this anymore. 2 weeks. I cannot handle that.

No classes nice but rest of day is crap.

Warded to Homer

Are you okay?

Well that was crap!

Ward Private

I can't be she was taken like that? I don't fucking get it. I am afraid of what they will do to her. I was just getting to know her really.

Today just sucked. And normally I would like to say, oh just crap that comes with Friday the 13th, but really it just seems to be the natural progression of things.

And now detention is not the only place I have to fear pain. Wonderful.

Regina Rufford is not that special, she can stop being deranged. (it was scratched out after Andrew talking to her here)
Bald is not a good look for me.
Thanks for the hats from those who lent me them.

Guess I don't need to worry about Brown's hair list now.

Warded Private

It is too early in the morning to be up yet here I am awake again. I wish this would just stop. The nightmares and the general jumpy fear that someone wants to attack me. Yet, I am not the one getting attacked. It is other people. I mean yes, Goyle did attack me but not as bad as the others. Fuck, I feel responsible for Jack. I know the negativity between them has become much more but I feel I just make Jack a target by liking him. If John had never known then maybe things wouldn't have spiraled like they did. And I want to blame Madeline for doing it but I can't. I liked Jack. I started speaking out. I did this and now I have to accept it. But I have never felt so fucking alone before. Yes Posy is nice she is, but I don't think she gets it or understands and I doubt I could ever fully explain it because I can't. How fucked is that the only friend I think I have is Jack, and I don't even think we can call ourselves friends. We just seem to have this truce. I want to be his friend. I don't even want more than that at this point. He just stupidly feels like the only person I can count on. I want Madeline back. I know pushing her way keeps her out of harms way but I want her back. Even if I feel like she betrayed me in telling things. I just feel lonely without her.

Warded to Jack

How you doing?

Warded to Posy

You okay with these detentions?

Warded Private

That hurts about as much as it looks like it does. I'm going to have to watch out and watch my behaviour. I have detention for a week, and that is just to start. I can only imagine how many more will be added to that.

Warded to Posy

I got detention...

Warded to Jack

Hi. Just wanted to say sorry.

Warded Private

Maybe this isn't so bad? I mean the dorm is clean, and they are leaving me alone. Victoria seems nice. Demelza I like, but then that makes sense. She has some fire. Maybe Alfie had a point when he said I would be away from Pansy. That definitely is something. Plus I don't have to be around Regina as much. As a friend she threatened to shock me, I have no idea what she would want to do to me now that I am technically a Gryffindor and I kind of broke that friendship didn't I? I am worried about Madeline though. I need to push her away because last thing I need is her getting hurt as punishment to me, as I am sure that would turn the Slytherins on me even more.

I'm just waiting for them to come and attack me at any moment really. And I am half expecting Gryffindor to do something to me. I'm not exactly a welcome face here am I. And being stuck in a similar place as Hye Sung is unfortunate. I can't understand her to be honest. I'm sure she is nice but she just seems like such an idiot sometimes. Really, she needs to get out of the IS before more shit like what happened at Nott's happens again. Hye Sung is just exceptionally infuriating. But then I hear that is the consensus on me.

And Jack... I don't even know what to do about that.

Shit. I didn't do the assignment for Muggle Studies. Fuck, well I'm not even going to bother to lie tomorrow.

Warded to Posy

Did you do the assignment?

YOU HAVE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME! SERIOUSLY MOVING ME FROM SLYTHERIN TO GRYFFINDOR! Gold is not my colour!

What the fuck! Putting me in Gryffindor doesn't solve a fucking thing! Putting me close to him is a fucking bad idea.

This is ridiculous. And I am fucking starving. And not all of my shit is here either. Only what the house elves could fit it seems. Is the rest of it in Slytherin cause I would kind of like it if I am stuck here.

Fucking ridiculous.

Edit: After this

For the record this isn't an attack on the people of Gryffindor house by any means. I am pissed off at the situation. I am sure none of you are exactly comfortable with me being around either. So sorry.

Warded Private

I have never felt more awkward than I do right now. Everyone is fucking wary of me. I'm not a fucking spy, damn it. Does it look like this was my choice being forcibly removed from the Slytherin table tonight? I am tired, I am hungry. This is just fucking stupid. The girls are wary of me and just sort of glaring at me. If it weren't for Demelza I would be stuck in the fucking hall. At least she let me in, so there is that. But this doesn't solve a god damn thing. What do they hope to accomplish with this? Upside Regina cannot kill me in my sleep, so that is something.

I don't even known what Imogen and Victoria will do, but putting me with Hye Sung is just horrid. If she keeps not talking to me I will be happy. But now I wonder just how much of a Gryffindor I am now. Do I see their wards? Do I see anything Slytherin? Probably not as I haven't in a while.

God, now I am even closer to Lavender, which sorry is not appealing. And Jack? Seriously. It was kind of nice not sharing a common room.

Also, weird Ginny's bed is now mine. It just doesn't feel right.

Warded Private

How could one stupid fucking kiss have caused so much trouble? It is making me actually regret it, even if I kind of don't want to. Can safely say I regret announcing to the world I shagged Dexter. At least there are some details kept to myself.

All I do is fucking cause problem after problem. I doubt anyone would notice or care if I ran away, but then that isn't really my style.

How many days till summer holidays?

Warded to Posy

Thanks for at least trying.